ABOUT ME
Hello 👋
Well if you didn’t know I’m Scott,
I am an openly gay songwriter who attempts to sing my own songs.
Now I’d like to point out that know I’m not the best singer, but I really enjoy writing songs, messing around with beats, and potting the two together to create a song.
I would probably say that I’ve been writing songs since I was about 15 years old, I found that this to be a way of handling my feeling and emotions. They say the best thing to do if you have something on you mind is to write it down and then it gives you that little bit of a release, clearance from the pressure that consumes you, and I honestly believe this.
I would probably say I’ve written 1000’s+ of songs over the years and I’ll be honest some are awful when I look back at them. But there are a lot that I’m very proud of. This being said they have piled up over the years and it wasn’t until recently I thought “what the hell am I going to do with all these”.
The reason I have decided to start to release all my music out there now is because I thought “what the hell am I going to do with all these”, then the Global Pandemic hit (covid-19). It was roughly 2 years of the whole world being in panic, not knowing what could happen, what will happen. So many deaths being broadcasted all around the world and it was honestly a time when you thought “will I make it through this”.
As time went on and vaccines became a thing, restrictions were lifted, and life was getting back to some kind of normality that’s then I decided F*ck this!! Life is too short to worry about all these little things. This lit a fire under my butt and that’s when I finally pluck up the courage to release my music to the world for people to hear. (And yes, I was shitting myself about it all)
I grew up in East of England (East Anglia UK), Growing up I found it very difficult, School Life was absolutely hell for me. From a very young age I found I was a victim of so much bullying, this happened in Primary school, Middle school, and High school, so my whole school life. This has affected and stayed with me into my adult life, it was so strange as I wasn’t openly gay in school, but people just didn’t like the fact I was different. back then I was very insecure of myself and embarrassed about every part of my life. I was too afraid to speak up about it as the few times I did I got “punished” as they put it so bad.
Everyone now says they use to love their school life, that they had the time of their lives. I can safely say I didn’t, it was torture and hell for me from the moment I stepped foot out the door of my house till the time I stepped foot back in my house. It was constant and so vicious and violent. This made so afraid when I finally figured out, I was gay as I knew things would get 10 times worse for me, this made me hate the fact I was gay, and I would have done anything not to be.
It took me years to accept the fact I was gay and different than others, But I’m glad to say that I’m very proud of who I am today and of myself to be honest. I feel like I’m in a very good place now.
With all that happened to me in my childhood and upbringing, even early adulthood I’m glad that now I can control my feelings and emotions, well, most of the time. Not going to lie I do have times I am unable to control them, and they do take over. I like to call these my dark days/mood days, but these definitely do not last as long as they use to.
My songs are very personal, and some may say dark as well but that’s my way of dealing with things, getting them out my head and trying to understand myself better. With my songs I would love for them to be able to help others who have experienced similar and get a better understand and know they are not the only ones who have felt like this before.
When I was 22 my mum passed away with MS, it happened very suddenly, literally overnight. We were so close and use to see each other every single day, she uses to struggled with her mobility and life, her illness made everything 10 times harder than it should be.
When my mum passed away, I experienced a low unlike nothing I have ever felt before. Anyone who has experienced a loss close to them will understand and it’s the most difficult thing to try and come to terms with, even now I’m still not there yet 9 years on.
People say you get over it and I hate that saying you will never get over it you simply learn to live with it. There is such a difference between them, and people really need to understand this.
I am in a good place now, I have a family, happily married, and settled. This is a new journey for me so it’s all new and I’m still learning. I have lived through pain, hurt, love, happiness and so much more.
Thank you for taking the time to look at my site and get to know me a little bit more, I hope you enjoy my music or if not at least the lyrics.
I want to be able to help other people going through similar experiences, to be able to say that you are not alone, that you’re not the only one to feel like this and if I can do that with my music then I’m happy 😊
Speak soon
Well if you didn’t know I’m Scott,
I am an openly gay songwriter who attempts to sing my own songs.
Now I’d like to point out that know I’m not the best singer, but I really enjoy writing songs, messing around with beats, and potting the two together to create a song.
I would probably say that I’ve been writing songs since I was about 15 years old, I found that this to be a way of handling my feeling and emotions. They say the best thing to do if you have something on you mind is to write it down and then it gives you that little bit of a release, clearance from the pressure that consumes you, and I honestly believe this.
I would probably say I’ve written 1000’s+ of songs over the years and I’ll be honest some are awful when I look back at them. But there are a lot that I’m very proud of. This being said they have piled up over the years and it wasn’t until recently I thought “what the hell am I going to do with all these”.
The reason I have decided to start to release all my music out there now is because I thought “what the hell am I going to do with all these”, then the Global Pandemic hit (covid-19). It was roughly 2 years of the whole world being in panic, not knowing what could happen, what will happen. So many deaths being broadcasted all around the world and it was honestly a time when you thought “will I make it through this”.
As time went on and vaccines became a thing, restrictions were lifted, and life was getting back to some kind of normality that’s then I decided F*ck this!! Life is too short to worry about all these little things. This lit a fire under my butt and that’s when I finally pluck up the courage to release my music to the world for people to hear. (And yes, I was shitting myself about it all)
I grew up in East of England (East Anglia UK), Growing up I found it very difficult, School Life was absolutely hell for me. From a very young age I found I was a victim of so much bullying, this happened in Primary school, Middle school, and High school, so my whole school life. This has affected and stayed with me into my adult life, it was so strange as I wasn’t openly gay in school, but people just didn’t like the fact I was different. back then I was very insecure of myself and embarrassed about every part of my life. I was too afraid to speak up about it as the few times I did I got “punished” as they put it so bad.
Everyone now says they use to love their school life, that they had the time of their lives. I can safely say I didn’t, it was torture and hell for me from the moment I stepped foot out the door of my house till the time I stepped foot back in my house. It was constant and so vicious and violent. This made so afraid when I finally figured out, I was gay as I knew things would get 10 times worse for me, this made me hate the fact I was gay, and I would have done anything not to be.
It took me years to accept the fact I was gay and different than others, But I’m glad to say that I’m very proud of who I am today and of myself to be honest. I feel like I’m in a very good place now.
With all that happened to me in my childhood and upbringing, even early adulthood I’m glad that now I can control my feelings and emotions, well, most of the time. Not going to lie I do have times I am unable to control them, and they do take over. I like to call these my dark days/mood days, but these definitely do not last as long as they use to.
My songs are very personal, and some may say dark as well but that’s my way of dealing with things, getting them out my head and trying to understand myself better. With my songs I would love for them to be able to help others who have experienced similar and get a better understand and know they are not the only ones who have felt like this before.
When I was 22 my mum passed away with MS, it happened very suddenly, literally overnight. We were so close and use to see each other every single day, she uses to struggled with her mobility and life, her illness made everything 10 times harder than it should be.
When my mum passed away, I experienced a low unlike nothing I have ever felt before. Anyone who has experienced a loss close to them will understand and it’s the most difficult thing to try and come to terms with, even now I’m still not there yet 9 years on.
People say you get over it and I hate that saying you will never get over it you simply learn to live with it. There is such a difference between them, and people really need to understand this.
I am in a good place now, I have a family, happily married, and settled. This is a new journey for me so it’s all new and I’m still learning. I have lived through pain, hurt, love, happiness and so much more.
Thank you for taking the time to look at my site and get to know me a little bit more, I hope you enjoy my music or if not at least the lyrics.
I want to be able to help other people going through similar experiences, to be able to say that you are not alone, that you’re not the only one to feel like this and if I can do that with my music then I’m happy 😊
Speak soon